Samantha Joseph’s childhood was scattered with golden trips to California to visit her Aunt Gail. Aunt Gail was the cool aunt. She worked in Hollywood and befriended actors like Robin Williams, Mayim Bialik and the cast of “Friends.” And yet she was still relatable (she’d get on the floor and play like a kid). One day, those trips to California stopped: Aunt Gail no longer wanted to see Samantha’s family. Samantha was devastated, and several years later, she was devastated again by the news that Aunt Gail had died by suicide. Today, Samantha shares her search for answers following her aunt’s death and how a conversation with David Schwimmer helped her to heal.
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When the author of today's essay, Samantha Joseph, was growing up, she had one role model, one person she aspired to be one person she thought was the absolute coolest, and that person was her aunt Gail.
But when Samantha was a teenager, something devastating happened.
Her aunt Gail died by suicide, and Samantha would spend most of her life trying to understand why.
Her search for answers took years and led her into all kinds of unexpected situations, including a nerve wracking conversation with the actor David Schwimmer.