My 'miracle baby', born 15 months after I lost my love

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  Saudi Arabia's entertainment industry is booming, yet the Kingdom still tightly controls free speech.

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  I'm Emily Wither in the city of Jeddah and I've been hearing from Saudis about how they're navigating a cultural revolution inside the kingdom.

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  I do remember sitting on my back deck with my head in my knees, just going, what the hell is happening?

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  Like, why is my house full of all these people?

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  Why has my phone been taken off me?

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  Is this real?

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  Like, am I dreaming?

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  Like you just want to bang your head and go, wake up on this freaking nightmare.

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  That's.

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  What is this?

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  This cannot be real.

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  And my brother comes up to me and he's like, hey, El.

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  Chloe and Laura and Mum, they can't.

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  They're talking about this sperm retrieval process.

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  And immediately I just looked at him and said, yeah.

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  Yes.

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  Yep, yep.

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