2025-03-05
43 分钟Love now and did you fall in love last fella? I love her. Love was stronger than anything. For the love love and I love you more than anything. There's the love love.
He was a good person.
He seemed caring.
There wasn't anything wrong with him.
Sure, he's not emotionally complicated, but maybe emotionally being simple is a good thing.
Samaya Mushtaq grew up hoping to marry a nice Muslim man.
I didn't really hear about marriage as this really joyful or emotionally connected type of union.
It seemed like much more.
You marry somebody that you have a. Lot of shared characteristics with, you have.
Children with them, and you raise those children.
While she was in college, Zemeya met that nice man at 21.
When she was in medical school, they got married.
But as the marriage progressed, she couldn't shake the feeling that something was missing.
Those moments where I was really vulnerable, talking about something,
and the reaction wasn't like an emotional hug and it was just.
It was.
Those were so painful.
Samaya witnessed some really difficult things when she was in med school.
She tried talking to her husband about her feelings, but he couldn't go there with her.
So one day, after a really hard rotation, she decided it was easier to keep her feelings to herself.