the terrifying permanence of the internet

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  You want to know what just absolutely terrifies me?

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  Keeps me up at night, and then when I finally fall asleep, fuels my nightmares.

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  Let me tell you about the permanence of the Internet.

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  This is a reality of life that I contemplate multiple times a day.

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  And not in, like a sort of beautiful, introspective way.

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  No, I contemplate this reality of life multiple times a day.

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  In fear, in a panic, overcome with anxiety.

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  Okay.

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  I am tortured by the permanence of the Internet.

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  Tortured.

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  And it's kind of funny because I am as tortured by the permanence of the Internet

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  as I am because of my own voluntary actions.

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  Okay.

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  I made the decision to post the last seven years of my life on the Internet.

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  I did that.

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  I made that choice.

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  Now I'm sort of tortured by it.

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  And it's like, okay, but I did it to myself.

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  That's a reoccurring theme for me.

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  Okay.

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